It was the second night I was going to bed at 5AM.. this tough week full of exams is sucking my energy and I can't find boundary between politeness and anxiety.
I was with my friends, and that seemed weird. At some point I closed the door and left. I hate saying that I behaved like a schoolgirl, but I did. And I was even more nervous to get their calls and hear apologizes - but what for? I cannot answer myself, if this is a result of not sleeping, or I feel offended for some reason that would even not matter in other situations.
I ran out to find a place where I could be alone, tell myself negative things, and most probably cry. But what for?!..